I think I'd be lying
if I said I don't enjoy this.
waking up soaked in sweat
wondering who you're laying with.
the sinking center in me
dips to reach that perfect place
where we've all been trapped before,
caught living in the life you missed...
the reason, had to leave,
held your breath and couldn't see.
missed the reason, had to leave,
held your breath and couldn't see.
I hear songs of this cancer coming on.
I love the sound of your voice breaking off,
so I sing along until you're gone
and out of reach as we hate(?) this song.
I think I'd be lying
if I said I didn't miss this.
slipping off the edge of the bed,
I know I could kiss you better than that.
one more try, one more goodnight.
don't pull away so fast.
10 more seconds is all I ask.
you missed the reason, had to leave,
held your breath and couldn't see.
missed the reason, had to leave,
held your breath and couldn't see.
I hear songs of this cancer coming on.
I love the sound of your voice breaking off,
so I sing along until your gone
and out of reach and we hate(?) this song.
one more try, one more goodnight.
one more try, one more goodnight.
so bad, this feeling never catches up
and your threat are the arms
of a sunburned boy in love.
I know what you're all about now,
I know where the engine runs out.
I know what you're all about now,
I know where the engine runs out.
so I sing along until your gone,
sing along until your gone.
you're busy fucking everyone [x4]
a voice says dont bother screaming
day one has come and gone away
served on this diet of needles and knives
convincing myself to stay alive
are these the eyelides you tried to save?
(i drink to forget your face)
we all know what goes on,
and we know justt what you've done.
it is even worth it to say im sorry, just because
such simple things i missm in spite of all this
is it even worth it to say im sorry, just move on
a voice says dont bother leaving,
day one has come and gone away .
choking on hopes, and words i never wrote,
i'll try to survive on this long night.
on this warm night the taste gets worst.
the lips i thought i touched now just hurt.
come on and catch me, i know that you want me.
its written all over your obvious arms.
the smell of your breath
the feel of your neck
the scent of assurance spilt over my neck
Are we still connected or was it just a plot,
to get yourself off, and hope that I'm not
listening when it happens.
(she said)
I can't begin to say how sorry I am,
I never ment for this to happen.
Sun goes down, the knife come out..
I'm on the island you left me on,
such a sickend strip of sand;
no lifeboats, no getting off.
We give up, we give in, we take what we can;
we're trapped deep without a second chance.
we give up, we give in, withought blinking;
Jesus Christ, what was I thinking?
Are these lungs desperatley filled by someone
charming and sad,
because you know your lover,
won't be back?
Are these words useless and absurd?
Such a sight of this,
makes the harbor and the water sick.
Shall I stay rejected or in a drunken song?
Like a bitter old man sunk in his fangs.
Try not to get caught.
(he said)
I know you didn't miss the sound that I made;
it's simple, it's sad, and easy to fake.
Live wits down, the knife come out.
I'm on the island you left me on,
such a sickend strip of sand;
no lifeboats, no getting off.
We give up, we give in, we take what we can;
we're trapped deep without a second chance.
We give up, we give in, withought thinking;
I'll be there the night you go down.
Are these lungs desperatley filled by someone
starving and sad,
because you know your lover,
won't be back?
Are these words useless and absurd?
Such a sight of this,
makes the harbor and the water sick.
I understand your reasons,
for this awkward dance.
I'd leave me, too,
if I thought I had the slightest chance.
I cry loud to these sheets they grip back tight.
Fall asleep to the sound of my own life.
If I drink this bottle fast enough,
I might get lucky and won't wake up. [x2]
hey pretty, whats on your mind
nothing here, an endless night
fed up and sick, tired of me
my thin boy voice ruins everything
oh sweetheart dont say such things
we dont know whos listening
dont talk, dont smile
just silently walk on by
my emily says oh lad
what has she done
to my darling innocent boy
my favorite late night someone
i wish you were here to kiss me
and scream damnit lad i need you back
emily rolls over in bed and says
it is really so bad?
hey pretty are you secretly sad?
questions i dare not ask
fed up and sick, tired of this
such simple things i miss
oh sweetheart dont say such things
we dont know who's listening
the only thing that can build this gap(?)
is the one who doesn't want me back
my emily says oh lad
how long can this last
as long as it takes to get that attention
so safe at last
i wish you were here to hold me
and scream damnit lad i need you back
emily rolls over in bed and says
you dont want that
so heres my advice to you
this shouldve turned out different
but it didnt, so get over it
but dont you find it reassuring
that one constellation glowing
my darling boy it wont snow where she is going
The thin part is feeling so suffered.
This bedroom, a voice, and a matress.
It says "Don't sleep, don't think, just drink".
You'll find yourself faster when passed out cold.
(Where are you, tonight?)
This is the last time I fear your face;
along with my brother,
they won't hear me say "Where are you, tonight?".
Wrapped up in some bedroom,
screaming for dear sweet you.
The worst part is being so desperate,
this basement, a noose, and a casket.
I want to feel that warmth again,
assurance of you, asleep in my head..
(Where are you, tonight?)
This is the last time I fear your face;
along with my brother,
they won't hear me say "Where are you, tonight?".
Wrapped up in some bedroom,
screaming for dear sweet you.
So why not, end it all in one shot?
This rope tied in a perfect knot. [x2]
Never ment anything, I've ever had.
It won't lose it's grip, and stop kissing my neck.
Desperation sets in, holding me close, much like you did.
And every line has a face, a voice that's the same.
My dear sweet impailer... it's all you this time.
It's there to remind me, how much I hate, this, life.
I remember you laughing and leaving,
slamming my door, the sound at first, like dreaming.
Don't leave just yet, I didn't mean any of what I just said.
I swear by my wrists that we're better than this;
much more to me than words in a notebook.
You sigh and say "I'm through",
(You sigh and say "I'm through")
and god damn you for breathing, "I love you".
I love you, I love you, I love you.
Dive deep into this drink, hoping to sink, or fall asleep. [x2]
Drove me on so I hit the concrete,
Scream words that you never did mean.
Even I can't stand this evidence,
It's clear, so clear.
Ringing in my ears won't stop,
And you've been smiling all along.
She's in it for the nicotine, boys.
More poise than perfect,
Not worth saving, only leaving.
She's in it for the nicotine, boys.
More poise than perfect,
Not worth saving, only leaving.
Wake me up so my heart is shattered,
Three words that you never did mean.
Even I can't stand this evidence,
It's clear, So clear.
Ringing in my ears won't stop,
And you've been laughing all along.
She's in it for the nicotine, boys.
More poise than perfect,
Not worth saving, only leaving.
She's in it for the nicotine, boys.
More poise than perfect,
Not worth saving, only leaving.
I can sit in this room and breathe of you,
I could do without the walk from you.
But tonight what smile lead to victim,
Worth your while.
She's in it for the nicotine, boys.
More poise than perfect,
Not worth saving, only leaving.
She's in it for the nicotine, boys.
More poise than perfect,
Not worth saving, only leaving.
I can do what stab wounds never do,
I can peal the skin back just for you, beautiful you.
Perfect, Pretty, Gutless, and Cute.
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